Happy hump day everyone! Enter in another What I Love Wednesday. This week has a lot of new ones, ranging from music to purses to of course SV Decker jewelry. So, without further a due, here is what I am loving this week!

Madewell Elsewhere Tie Tote Bag:

I have been obsessed with Madewell’s clothing, jewelry and purses as of late. What I like about the brand is that they are true to the made and they are Madewell.

Now I’ve been using this purse for over a week for work straight and I love it. I have a lot of designer purses and this one just seems to work. It fits everything that I need for work, from my water bottle to my lunch. I can even fit a book as well. Furthermore, I also like that you can tell that the purse is a quality bag, and it’s very substantial. I have it in both black and brown, but honestly the brown has been my go-to.

JoJo’s Good to Know Acoustic Album:

JoJo released the acoustic version of Good to Know, and let me tell you — it is gorgeous. In these stripped down songs, her vocals really shine and it gives the songs a completely different— and beautiful — vibe. I highly recommend checking it out if you haven’t already.

SV Decker Decorative Layering Chain:

Okay so you all know my jewelry as of late has been coming from SV Decker. She recently got this layering chain in stock and I am obsessed. It is perfect pairing with longer necklaces for a layering look. And, it’s comfortable! I have paired it with a few of my gold necklaces and I am in love. Furthermore, it also looks good on its own as well, which makes this even more versatile.

Recent Reads:

I have been reading a lot of great books this week. I finished Clap When You Land by Elizabeth Acevado over the weekend for my book club book and it was amazing. It was the first book by the author that I read and I loved it. Told entirely in verse, the book is about two girls who lost their father in a plane crash. Little did they know that he was living a double life. This book was really impactful and I highly recommend it.

I am currently reading What You Wish For by Katherine Center and I am loving it. I am a huge fan of hers, and needless to say, I am loving this read as well.

What are you loving this week? Let me know in the comments below.

I don’t know how this tradition got started, but every year on my birthday (or the day after, since my birthday was yesterday) I would publish a blog post about turning whatever that age may be. 

This year is 26. 

Wow, even writing that feels kind of old. In grand perspective, I am over a quarter of a century old. I am aged out of my parents’ health insurance. I am in my mid-to late 20s.

Now, your 20s is such a weird time. Especially your late 20s. Half of your friends are either engaged, married or expecting. The other half is just out there enjoying life. And, of course, there is this expectation that you need to have everything figured out. The relationship you are in should have a future. If you’re not in one, then you question whether or not you should be looking for something serious, or just looking for something simple. Pretty much, I can compare it to the first season of Sex and the City. 

This past year, things have pretty much calmed down for me. I got a dog. I started really moving forward from my mom’s death. I am learning to forgive, and to speak up for what’s right for me. I am getting better with managing money. 

While I may not have all of the answers, I will say that I am doing a lot better than just a year ago. And, I am proud of myself for that.

Finally, one of the hardest lessons I’ve had to learn was setting boundaries. Boundaries for balance, social events, etc. Now, what do I mean by that? I mean I’m making sure that I am taking care of me, whether it may mean that I am skipping out on a gathering of friends (well until COVID-19 hit) after a long week or even trying to make sure that I am doing what is right for me. It’s not well received, especially when I’ve made it a habit to prioritize everything but my own self care in the past. However, I can honestly say that I’ve never been happier. 

At the end of day, I’ve learned that my happiness matters. Which is why my goal in life for this next year is to prioritize it. To put my mental and physical health first. To breathe. I think that’s the biggest goal I can have, because after all, I am only 26. 

So, here’s to 26 everyone. 

Now maybe this is the year I start an Etsy shop. Stay tuned.

Happy Monday everyone! I am starting the week telling you about the books that I read in June. During the month of June, I read eight books. Of those, I did read one of my Mashed Potato books, and finished a trilogy that I started earlier in the year.

That said, here is my June 2020 reading wrap-up:

• Queen of Nothing by Holly Black — Three out of Five Stars
• China Rich Girlfriend by Kevin Kwan — Three out of Five Stars:

• Rich People Problems by Kevin Kwan — Five out of Five Stars
• You’re Never Weird on the Internet by Felicia Day — Four out of Five Stars
• Pretty Things by Janelle Brown — Five out of Five Stars:

• The Lies That Bind by Emily Giffin — Five out of Five Stars:

• The Last Black Unicorn by Tiffany Haddish — Five out of Five Stars
• The Wife Stalker by Liv Constantine — Five out of Five Stars

In July, I have a hefty TBR. I am considering doing the Reading Rush, and hoping to knock out quite a few books doing that. Furthermore, between the Fourth of July and taking a personal day around my birthday, I am hoping that I get a chance to read a lot. I do hope to finish the last Taylor Jenkins Reid book that I haven’t read yet, which is called One True Loves. I also hope to read my Nesters Book Club picks as well.

When my mom first passed away, someone will said that you will never get over her death, but you will learn to live with it. At first, it was something that I just brushed off, because it was the week after she died. As time went on, I realized that she was right.

Last Sunday was my mom’s 59th birthday. This was the second birthday that I will not be spending with her. And, it still stings. It doesn’t matter that it is my second one without her there. It still serves as a vivid reminder that she is no longer with us.

I know that I am not the only one that grieves the loss of a loved one. I know so many people that have lost mothers. Or people who have lost fathers, sisters, brothers, etc. In the instance of my mom, I know that my grandmother misses her daughter every day. I miss her every day. My uncle, her nephews, niece and friends miss her as well.

But, grief can be isolating. For me, it truly comes in waves. All of last year, I focused on getting through it all – her birthday, the holidays, her funeral, etc. This year, it’s different. Now that life has slowed down in a more positive direction, I’ve had more time to think about how much it hurts that my mom is no longer with us. When I got my full-time job, all I wanted to do was take my mom out for dinner, just like I did three years ago when I got my first one.

So, that person who told me that was absolutely right. I’ll never get over it.

One of the things I hate about grieving is the simple fact that I am expected to. And, I agree there is a time when you need to come into acceptance that it happened. But, it never will not hurt. I will never apologize for grieving my mom, because I am allowed to. I lost my mom suddenly at 24. There are so many moments – both good and bad – that she will miss. I’ve come to realize that it will be a part of me, and I am allowed to feel whichever way I want to no matter what the time frame will be. I am not going to apologize for feeling my emotions. It is perfectly healthy to do so.

The perception of grief is that it goes through stages, and that many people out there don’t know what to say or do when someone in their life is grieving. My answer is this: let them grieve and feel. Many
times I have held my grief in for the simple fact I was worried that it would make someone uncomfortable. I mean, I get it. What else can you say when someone is upset about their loved one being gone?

No matter what the time frame is, grief will be a part of my life. And, sometimes that means I might not want to be around people.

Sometimes, that may mean that I need to take care of myself before I help someone else is. And, that is perfectly fine. I think the biggest takeaway with dealing with the loss of my mother is learning that it is okay not to be okay, and it is okay to express that to those around me.

I’ve seen this tag on both booktube and blogs and I couldn’t resist participating in this tag. 2020 has been a great year for me in terms of reading. So far, I’ve read 58 — this is thanks to the pandemic and audiobooks. Now let’s get right to it:

Best Book You Read in 2020:

Hands down, it is The Lies That Bind by Emily Giffin. This book got mixed reviews on Goodreads, but I really enjoyed it. It was romantic, but had moments that I didn’t see coming. It’s about Cecily Gardner, who goes to a bar to forget her ex. She reaches out for her cellphone to call him — only to be stopped by a man at the bar. They fall in love. All goes well, that is until he disappears in the 9/11 tragedy. It seems a little heavy, and yes it is, but it’s a book that grabbed me from the beginning.

Best Sequel You Read in 2020:

China Rich Girlfriend by Kevin Kwan. I actually read the first book in 2018 and for some reason or another, I didn’t pick it up right away. I bought the Nook version last year to read while I was in San Diego, but I never got to it. I read it this month and loved it. Just so it doesn’t take me two years to pick up the third book, I actually read it as soon as I finished the second one. I definitely thought that it was entertaining and enjoyed both of them.

A New Release That You Haven’t Read Yet But Want To:

Definitely Party of Two by Jasmine Guillory.

Most Anticipated Release for the Second Half of the Year:

Probably the two Colleen Hoover books this year and Katherine Center’s new book.

Biggest Disappointment:

Definitely the Hunger Games Prequel. I hated that book so much.

Biggest Surprise:

I think the biggest surprise was that this year I’m slowly getting into fantasy again. I’ve read the two Cursebreaker books, as well as Chain of Gold by Cassandra Clare and loved both.

Favorite New Author (debut or new to you)?

Jane Green.

Newest Fictional Crush:

I don’t have many of these, but definitely Theo in the Wedding Party by Jasmine Guillory. He treated Maddie like a queen and he was such a great friend to Alexa.

Newest Favorite Character:

Definitely Eliza from Eliza and her Monsters. I found her to be relatable to me, as we are both content creators and I just really liked her.

Books That Made You Cry:

Hands down Falling by Jane Green.

Books That Made You Happy:

The Heartstopper comic series by Alice Osman.

Favorite Book To Movie Adaption You’ve Seen This Year:

Hands down the After series. I flew through them in January and was obsessed with the movie.

Favorite Review That You’ve Written This Year:

N/a

The Most Beautiful Book You’ve Bought or Received so Far:

A beautiful edition of Little Women, which is one of my favorite books of all time.

What Books Do You Need to Read Before the End of the Year:

There are so many, but here’s a few:

• What You Wish For by Katherine Center
• Ugly Love by Colleen Hoover
• One True Loves by Taylor Jenkins Reid
• Roomies by Christina Lauren